All my life seems to be at the moment is noise. White noise to help Carys sleep. Lullabies. Dylan asking me 1000 questions an hour throughout the day. Netflix. Blippi. Hey Duggee. Games on the tablet computer. Educational programs on the laptop. Zoom chats. The boys bickering. Carys squealing. The nobhead across the road playing stupid dance music at 4am. Just noise. Constantly. All. Day. Long.